Butakah Cinta

I used to have a crush on a Chinese guy named Terry during my PLKN days. Of course la my dorm mates knew about it kan? Kita girls memang talk about guys. Haha.

Anyway, one day, while lazing around in the dorm, Sue, one of my gal pals, she said to me, "Azie, ni lagu kau dengan Terry."

Berapa lamakah lagi
Terpaksa Azie menanti
Sehingga teguhnya pendirian di hati

Bukan hanya kepentingan
Malahan keegoan telah Azie korbankan
Berlimpahan kasih sayang
Azie curahkan
Buat Terry seorang

Kiranya semua itu
Tak memadai bagi mu
Apa sebenarnya yang Terry mahu
Azie tak tahu

Terry hilang bila Azie tiba
Terry datang bila Azie kecewa
Terasa diri Azie dipersenda

Dimana berakhirnya nanti
Permainan sandiwara mu Terry
Sesungguhnya Azie tak mengerti

Jika benar cinta itu buta
Butakah mata Azie
Berkali terluka masih jua Azie menunggu
Apa yang Azie inginkan
Cuma kejujuran dan kesetiaan Terry

Jika itu tiada
Apalah ertinya
Penantian Azie hanya sia-sia

Sue siap nyanyi untuk aku guna lirik yang dia cipta kat atas ni.

Bwahahahahahahaha!!

Kimeks Sue! Nasib member, kalau tak dah lama aku suruh dia turun 10. Hahahaha!

I can't believe I even have this song in my iPod. Layan jugak. Haha!

My PLKN gal pals and I.
Sue is the one with the two thumbs up. LOL.
I miss them all :(

Bliss

I HEART Ugly Betty so much.

Gantilah Hati Itu

If only it was as easy as going to a hardware store and asking :

"Ada hati spare tak? The one I am having right now is broken."

Love Is Not Cinta

A heated black iron on the stove,
she stabbed it through my flesh till my bones,
I screamed, I yelled, I begged her to stop,
She began to shave my hair, revealing my scalp.

She said it wasn't because of hate,
All this things she did to me,
It was love.

She stabbed me in my face,
like a dark angel fallen from grace,
She took the knife and slit my throat,
so nobody can hear the scream when I croaked.

This is what they called love, baby.

Agaknya kalau aku buat ni kat kau baru aku puas hati, baru aku boleh berhenti membenci dan berdendam.




Thanks to Soffian Shariff for posting this on his FB profile.

Pre-Convocation Preparations

Kamu orang sudah buat? Haha.

Look! Look! Jauhnye aku dengan bestie! Meh, kalau duduk sebelah sebelah pun bukan boleh bercakap pun. Tapi kalau duduk sebelah sebelah dapat main connect the words tu. Hahaha.

Oh, Shakir dengan aku diapit gadis-gadis. Suka la tu Shakir! Haha!

Urgh, 724 orang di depan aku, 304 orang di belakang aku. Gila bosan.

BAJU KONVO MASIH BELUM ADA. OMGWTF. Susahnyer. Susah hati sangat kalau sekali sama baju dengan sesape. I'd die. Senang tul jadi lelaki =_=

Testing lagu ni tadi...sebak plak kat "Tunjukkan aku, jalan ilmu mu," teringat jalan kat UiTM Sabah. At 0:34 is at Jiwang Park, UiTM SABAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RINDUNYER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Banyak aerial shots of UiTM and Shah Alam...sigh, teringat plak lari-lari kat koridor FSG and dalam kampus UiTM...and main kejar-kejar kat PKNS dan Taman Tasik dengan membawa beg berisi laptop =_= so not funny.

Azie's Guide to Istiadat Konvokesyen ke-71
(since I've been to Sellina's convocation last year. haha.)

-bawak kipas elektrik, it's gonna be super hot

-bawak air

-bawak wang. haha. manatau ade lagi statement tees yg best, like "I Have A Crush on Guys With Boyfriends"

-bawak seat sendiri, tak yah nak berebut atau cop cop kerusi kan?

-pakai baju kebangsaan, no jeans. seriously. they stopped me, Kak Efi & Faizal from entering the dewan because Faizal wore jeans =_=

-pakai shoes yg selesa, especially mothers.

-for me, to survive the ceremony, i need my 5800, iPod, New Moon.

How do i avoid the jams?? Urgh.

Kak Ija's Guide to Istiadat Konvokesyen ke-71
(Kak Ija is my senior back in UiTM Sabah. She had her convo last year i think.)

1. make sure u eat and drink sumthing b4 masuk dewan

2. make sure u go and pee b4 masuk dewan...cuz they won't let u go out until the sidang finish =.=

3. u remember that i told u abt the little bag that i wear inside my jubah...quite handy u know...i put my compact powder, lip gloss n handphone and tak ketara pun :D

4. make sure tegak je k...even time salam...so that nnt dlm pic tu takde la nmpk bongkok...

5. mata kena jaga time salam tu...nnt mata layu plak time kena gambar

6. salam ngan cara yg confident

7. dun forget to SMILE :)

8. jln penuh ngan confident...even though the heels is killing u...just see my convo pic, u will know how my heels was hurting me...siap ngan blister, jln k keta pun da mcm tak larat =.=

9. time jln kuar tu, ur diploma u pegang kemas2...akan nmpk smart dan vogue gitu~~

10. last but not least, while waiting, imagine all ur hardship for the years u had to spend to get what u finally get that day..u will appreciate the moment and the memory will never b tarnished :)

In case la, in case, if someone wants to get me anything, all I am asking for :

No food, k?

No plush toys too. I cannot afford to love them all.

And certainly no flower bouquet with the mortar board-wearing plush toy in the center. TACKY.

A Coach bag would be nice ;)

Aidilfitri Saya

Summarization of my Raya.

Because I wrote a very long and lengthy one last year, even I myself did not reread it. Haha!

The Eve of Aidilfitri

Mama made them to be brought back to kampung :
Fruit Cake, Chocolate Chip Cookies and Baked Macaroni

-Went back to Batu Pahat, Johor on the Eve of Raya.

-Stopped at Bazaar Ramadhan Muar since it's the last day of Ramadhan. Plus, I was craving for Murtabak Singapura!!!!

Love. Love. Love. Love. Love.
Sesape jumpa ni kat KL, sila inform aku. Nak sangat =_=




The green one is Pandan flavour. Sooooooo delicious. Pun takde kat KL ni.
Kalau ade sila inform. Tenkiu.




Bazaar Ramadhan Muo.




The ketupats yang Mama nak beli tapi tak dapat. Cos apparently they were all reserved already. Wah, maju betul sekarang. Nak beli ketupat pun kena ade reservation. What's next? Ketupat online?

- I was actually pretty sad because I thought that it was gonna be another lonely Raya like last year. Sekali sampai rumah Nenek, I saw two cars parked in the compound. Whee~! Pak Cu's family balik Johor this year! BESHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Rumah Nenek
*Yup, Pak Cu's family bawak dua kereta. Heh.







Papa hung blue Raya lights. It was on Nenek's request. Aww~




I accidentally spent RM20 of airtime credit ber3G but only managed to change my FB status ONCE. Haha.




One of Pak Cu's sons, Izam.




Yay! Lampu pelita! Walaupun sikit. Haha.




Muahahaha, berbuka puasa buat kali terakhir. Dapat berbuka puasa ramai-ramai sangat seronok!




Whee, bunga api~




An attempt to emulate Hermione Granger.

-Pak Cu ajak jalan2 ronda2 ronggeng2 sekitar Batu Pahat that Raya Eve (actually dia nak visit dia punya long-lost friend. haha.), so we all followed. So nice kan, driving during the night?

This Bata shop was actually operating even though it was 12AM orde *thumbs up*

-It was kinda odd that Ami, one of Pak cu's sons/Izam's older brother/one of my cousins addressed me as 'Azira' instead of 'Kak Lin'. He must've been going through a phase. Haha.

-I am freaked out over my cousins' obsession over anything Korean. Ish.

-I am so glad to hear from Ariff...and Ima again =)

-Takbir Raya tak berapa dengar sangat and tak berapa sayu tahun ni...

Hari Raya Pertama

Look at that!! Ami yang umur 18 tahun pun dah bawak kereta! T_T




That's Izam. God knows where he got that Azwan Ali-esque glasses. Haha.




Awh, Kodak moment of this year's Raya :')




Pak Cu and Mak Cu




My darling cousins : Yani, Izam, Wani, Ami and Ati




Ami is so adorable :)




Pak Cu's family

-Sadly, I don't have a family photo with Mama and Papa. And I don't think I beraya much with them. I dunno la, corny sangat. Haha!

Me and Mama with Mak Teh's family

-Sadly also I don't have a photo of just us cousins. Used to be a tradition every Raya. Kenapa la boleh terlupa?? Tensionnyer aku.

-And another sadness, takde gambar I in all the glory of my baju raya. Ntah. Malas. Menyampah kot dengan baju tu. Beli mahal2 tapi camtu jek =_=

-Raya morning was pretty slow. On the afternoon, only a few close relatives came. So I went to nap. Haha.

-I was woken up by a pandemonium. Argh. Argh. Argh. Datang juga saudara-mara bau-bau bacang ni =_=

I woke up and I thought rumah Nenek dah jadi showroom.








That many people datang sekaligus.
Nasib rumah Nenek besar and banyak ruang.
Cousins and I duk dalam main bedroom and watched Final Destination 4. Haha.

-I can be voted as 'Most Likely to Make Your Child Cry on Aidilfitri'. Why? Gila tak tahan tau! You got toddlers running around, bergegar rumah Nenek. Rumah Nenek is separa papan so agaknya budak-budak ni jakun kot tak pernah duduk rumah papan, seronok agaknya dengar berdentam-dentum rumah bila diorang lari lari. Oh, seronok sangat sampai aku rasa nak Fifa 09 je sekor-sekor.

-There was this one bratty little boy who "cekik" Yani (in Yani's own words) and made Yani cry. Yani's siblings and I actually cornered that boy and intimidated him. The dude didn't cry! Kimeks! Kalau mak bapak & sedara-mara dia takde, aku dah cekik gak budak tu! Argh! Who cares if the boy is like, 4 and I'm like, 24? Justice knows no age!

-The same boy (memang nak kena tempeleng budak ni. Mak bapak dia ni mana satu ni?? Nak kena tempeleng gak!) grabbed a stool and dragged it around, mencalar-balarkan the floor and membuat kebingitan pada tahap 80 desibel. His relatives sat a far, watched him and cakap mendayu-dayu, "Eh, janganlah tarik-tarikkkkkkkkkkk..." Mengada-ngada camtu ko ingat budak tu nak dengar? What I did was, I went to the boy, grabbed the stool from him and put it far away from him. Nak je bagi tambahan backhand tapi kang gado plak kita sedara-mara, so takpe la adik, kakak maafkan ko. And you know his relatives yang tengok je tu cakap ape plak, "Ha, kan kakak dah marahhhhhhhhh..." Ehhhhhhhhhhh! Aku patut backhand korang jelah! ARGH!

-Dah abes kejengkelan aku kepada budak-budak kecik, kejengkelan aku kepada yang tua bangka pun menjelma. The relatives that came ni memang tak rapat ah. Out of that many, I only know the names of only two of them je kot. Peduli ape aku nak tau sape dorang. Dorang pun tak kenal aku. Sibuk tanya : "Ni anak sape? Anak Kak Yi (my mom) ye? Dah besar eh? Badan sedap-sedap (Ko memang nak rasa tapak tangan aku kat mulut ko kan?)? Sekarang buat apa?" What, are we playing 20 questions? Ade yang arif sikit bab aku ni tanya plak "Alin kat UiTM lagi ke? Buat ape? Lama betul ko ni belajar." Bila cakap aku kat UM, ade plak yang nak tau and cakap (konon-kononnya dia tu pandai sangat la pasal tertiary education ni) "Amek course ape? Kalau doktor tu 5 tahun la, kalau course ni ni, berapa tahun plak..." Aku dah serius jengkel tahap dewa by this time, aku blah je, malas nak jawab pertanyaan orang yang bajet educated tapi tidak. Setakat tau amek medic 5 tahun tak yah kecoh ah. At least at the time being aku ade diploma, ko ade ape? Sijil in Mak Bedah?

The only people yang tak menjengkelkan aku pada Hari Raya Pertama

-I think the lineup for the Raya movies on TV this year agak best. Duyung was pretty funny, Maya Karin was gorgeous. Yay for big hair! Congkak agak nervous la. Cicakman plak ok la, aku dah pernah tengok kot, tapi tak boleh blah Papa. Ye ye je dia kutuk kutuk, pastu dia jugak yang ketawa =_= Cicakman 2 however was a snooze fest. I actually slept halfway. Plus, aku tak gemar watak Rama ke apa ntah tu yang dimainkan oleh artis Indo tu. Banyak kot artis Malaysia yang lain. Pfft. I watched Final Destination 4 on the laptop. Gila bodoh punya movie. Nasib aku tak tengok kat panggung. Dah la Hollywood, habiskan la franchise Final Destination ni. Dah takde storyline yang kukuh dah. Just tunjuk orang mati dalam keadaan paling gruesome. Boring. Apesal la Ati tak download yang 3D punya? Haha! And I rewatched Twilight oso on the laptop. I AM TEAM CARLISLE. Uols budak-budak tak cukup umo berebut la Edward ke, Jacob ke, aku nak bapak Edward. Haha!

Saw this on TV during a Senario special. UiTM Shah Alam!!!


Hari Raya Kedua



I told her to run. Haha.




Nenek and Pak Cu




It's time for them to go home :(
Now you know why Pak Cu's family bawak dua kereta. This was the pimp's car. Haha!



Babai :'(

So grateful for this year's Raya. A blast indeed. I love my family :)

Bosan + Jakun + SS

WARNING : Blog post contains gazillion photos - majority of them were of the owner of this blog XD

Oooh, webcam integrated with the laptop. Azie jakun cos Compaq dia tade =_=

Hmmm, besnyer ade webcam ni. Tak semetinye gune utk chatting, SSing pun seronok juga

Ah, the compulsory senyum penuh2 nak tunjuk gigi yang cantik tersusun rapat. Mak Cu belakang dah stress tengok aku SS. Ala Mak Cu, baru 3 keping! Haha!

And the compulsory puckering up lips though Azie cannot do the sultry version =_=

Ape ntah yg mak cu terkejutkan di belakang tu

Ahhh..rambut kasi turun sebab rambut ikat is so skema.

Mama yg berdiri itu dan oh no....si kecik bergown pink sudah sedar betapa seronoknyer aku berSSing! Mesti nak interframe la ni nanti...

Hmm...where could she be?

Mebbe she gave up and thinks SSing is only for young adults like her cousin here and she is off to play childish games with Ginger. Haha.

Tidakkkkkkkk. Sangkaan ku meleset! Shazam, muka aku jadik suku jek =_=

Noooooooooo, aku diattack secara bertubi-tubi dari setiap penjuru! Tp aku masih gembira XD

OMG! Rupanya abang si gadis bergown pink tu di depan sekarang dan gadis bergown pink di belakang tidak puas hati sebab hanya 35% dirinya sahaja yg kelihatan

wargh! aku diattack secara fizikal!!!!!

okay, kita kasi can.

dia tatap mahu di depan dan memblock aku =-=

DARURAT! AKU TIDAK KELIHATAN LANGSUNG! Nampaknya ada tambahan pihak musuh!

Tengok, aku yg kat belakang buat iklan syampu Pantene pun tak kelihatan. Rugi woh uols. Haha!

Iklan syampu dah habis baru nak bagi can aku masuk frame =_=

Oh no, nampaknya mereka beradu tenaga...jeng jeng jeng

Inilah dinamakan...FRAME DAHI-DAHI! Yes, hanya aku kelihatan! LIKE.

Konon2 berharap dapat shot yg cantik dari side angle lah. Last last nampak macam aku takde anak mata. Creepy sial. That's Wani at the back btw. The other cousin yg tak kuasa nak layan SS ni. Too cool konon. Pfft.

Nah, amek ko Wani. Haha.

Attempt untuk tunjuk baju raya?

Tidakkkkkkk, dia kembali lagi! Dan in charge of menekan key untuk 'Capture'!

Cousin, you are losing in this competition of prettiest teeth. muahahaha.

heeeeee =D

Mereka tak puas hati betul tengok aku berjaya tangkap dua gambar yang elok previously...

Azie melawan balik. Eeeee, gross. Haha.

OMGWTFROTFLOL KTTMY (ketawa terbahak-bahak tengok muka Yani)

Sore loser itu tidak puas hati dengan pertandingan prettiest teeth.
Sudah la Yani, give it up, okay?

Yani ajak buat pertandingan tunjuk lidah plak

my reaction to the competition : "Please Yani, it's disgusting.'
Yani : "Pfft."

Yani membuat aksi semula poster 'The Ring'

oh no, azie is not liking this

argh tidakkkkkkkkkkkk...she's moving in for the kill

GAHHHHHH....dari kedua-dua pihak

nampaknya Yani pun dah succumbed to the puckering-lips pose. nampaknya dua-dua pun fail dalam attempt untuk kelihatan sultry =_=

Awww, now this is the puckering-lips pose I like. Love love love.

i love how dark our irises turned out. heh.

unglam

i am running out of ideas...

CHOMP CHOMP

oh...our eyeballs were...big and white. duh. i'm running out of captions. hahaha.

always wanted to do this

penat dah. haha.

Yani, take over please.

Yani yang terlampau teruja sampai tidak dapat duduk diam. Actually aku yang dengki click button 'Capture' ketika dia tidak sedia. Hahahahaha.

Yani =)

Originally ade 176 photos. Tapi kalau aku upload sumernye habis la memory space Picasa album aku. Haha. Plus, after the last photo was taken, 5 cars of long-lost relatives/bau-bau bacang saudara-mara arrived at Nenek's home. Imagine SSing with them. Urgh. =_=

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.

Ampun maaf dipinta di atas segala kesalahan dan kesilapan.

Have fun.

Be careful when driving and main mercun.

Surround yourselves with love and glorious food, k?

Love you guys.

Take care.

My Life According to Britney Spears

No, Britney Spears is not writing a song for me.

I stumbled upon this tag on Facebook. It's kinda interesting, so I tagged myself.

LOL.

TAG

Using only song names from ONE ARTISTE, cleverly answer these questions. Try not to repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think! Repost as "My Life According to (Artiste's Name)"

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Pick your artiste:

Are You Male or Female?
:: I'm Not A Girl, Not Yet A Woman
Felt like the typical young female adult by answering that =_=


Describe Yourself:
:: What You See (Is What You Get)


How Do You Feel?
:: I Run Away
Yes, I want to run away right now =(


Describe Where You Currently Live:
:: Chaotic
KL. Duh.


If You Could Go Anywhere, Where Would You Go?
:: Heaven On Earth


Your Favourite Form Of Transportation:
:: Toy Soldier
OO EM JI, my favourite ride is a Toy Soldier?? Tsk Azie.


Your Best Friend:
:: Womanizer
LMAO!


What's The Weather Like?
::Hot As Ice
So, it's cold? Hahah.


Favourite Time Of Day:
:: Someday (I Will Understand)
Yes, some day. Geddit? Lame, I know.


If Your Life Was A TV Show, What Would It Be Called?
:: Circus
Whoop!


What Is Life For You?
:: (You Drive Me) Crazy


Your Relationships:
:: Born To Make You Happy
AWW, mumumu...


Looking For:
:: My Prerogative


Have:
:: Piece Of Me


Wouldn't Mind:
:: Bombastic Love


Your Fear:
:: From The Bottom Of My Broken Heart
Afraid to get my heart broken again :'(


What Is The Best Advice You Have To Give?
:: The Joy Of Pepsi
HAHAHAHA


If You Could Change Your Name, What Would You Change It To?
:: Lucky
Ceh~!


Thought For The Day:
:: Stronger


How I Would Like To Die:
:: Toxic


My Soul's Present Condition:
:: Everytime
I meant the song, not the title :'(


My Motto:
:: If U Seek Amy
HAHAHA. Just couldn't help it! XD



You know what, i'm on a roll, so let's pick another artiste.



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Pick your artiste:

XD

Are You Male or Female?
:: Wanita


Describe Yourself:
:: Biarlah Rahsia
geds. haha.


How Do You Feel?
:: Jerat Percintaan
ececeh...terjerat kew? har har.


Describe Where You Currently Live:
:: Seindah Biasa
Biasa tapi Indah =D


If You Could Go Anywhere, Where Would You Go?
:: Purnama Merindu
Akakaka, takde kerja nak gi purnama.


Your Favourite Form Of Transportation:
:: Sakti
Cheh~!


Your Best Friend:
:: Aku Cinta Padamu
EHEM! Haha.
Note : The only time I sang it and actually meant it was back in Sabah. Any other time after that, I just saje2 nak kasi gila gempak kat orang2 yang tak pernah dengar my voice. So jangan perasan. Hahahahaha.


What's The Weather Like?
:: Panas Berteduh, Gelap Bersuluh


Favourite Time Of Day:
:: Beradu Di Khayalan
Waktu beradu is my favourite time of the day XD


If Your Life Was A TV Show, What Would It Be Called?
:: Diari Hatimu


What Is Life For You?
:: Lakaran Kehidupan


Your Relationships:
:: Kesilapanku Keegoaanmu
spot on.


Looking For:
:: Ku Mahu


Have:
:: Bukan Cinta Biasa
Ches, confident! Haha!


Wouldn't Mind:
:: Wajah Kekasih
Hahahahahaha.


Your Fear:
:: Melawan Kesepian
Kesepian is a fear :(


What Is The Best Advice You Have To Give?
:: Engkau Bagaikan Permata


If You Could Change Your Name, What Would You Change It To?
:: Balqis
Just because it sounded nice.


Thought For The Day:
:: Menanti Pasti


How I Would Like To Die:
:: Tanpa Dendam Di Hati


My Soul's Present Condition:
:: Kau Kekasihku
I meant every word :''''(


My Motto:
:: Biarkan



Urgh. Agak susah ah Siti punya. Plus, I came off as one who is desperate for love. Siti needs more non-sappy love songs. More strong women anthems please!

AIESEC 1st Episode

Just got back from AIESEC's 1st Episode. Our official meeting after Xcapade.

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~!!!!